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It
was the socially turbulent 60s. Mel Leventhal was a liberal
Jewish lawyer from Brooklyn. Alice Walker was a young and
inspired black writer from Georgia. (She would later achieve
celebrity status when Steven Spielberg adapted her novel,
The Color Purple for a film by that same name.) Both Leventhal
and Walker were idealists and activists intensely involved
in the Civil Rights movement. When they married, Leventhal's
mother sat shiva for her son, never acknowledging his marriage
until her granddaughter, Rebecca, was born in 1969, just
17 months after the assassination of Dr. Martin Luther King.
Rebecca Walker describes herself as a "Movement
Child," that is, a child born during -- and as
a result of -- the Civil Rights movement. But this epithet
captures more than the circumstances surrounding her birth
because during the first two decades of Walker's life, she
was always in movement, literally and metaphorically.
After
her parents' divorce, Walker alternated homes, living with
each parent for two-year periods in various places such
as Mississippi, Brooklyn, San Francisco, Washington, D.C.,
the Bronx, and Larchmont, N.Y.
Walker
also "moved" between identities, ethnic
and otherwise. Depending on where and with whom she was
living, Rebecca Walker was either black -- or white and
Jewish. (At other times, she adopted both Puerto Rican and
Spanish personas, although she has no genuine Hispanic connections.)
No doubt Walker's identity crisis was a result of having
been made to feel as if she were an outsider regardless
of her location. Although her mother's family always welcomed
her warmly, some cousins never forgot -- nor let her forget
-- she was "half white." And when Walker
was with her father's family in Brooklyn, her great-grandmother,
Jennie, a Russian Jew from Kiev, never looked her granddaughter
in the eye nor spoke to her directly.
With
each of Walker's identities came a different way of walking,
talking, and behaving. Her streetwise self got involved
in drugs as well as with companions who were "on
the very edge." When she was living with her father
and Jewish stepmother in a mostly white, affluent suburb
of New York, or attending the predominantly Jewish summer
camp to which they sent her, Walker acted like other upper-middle-class
Jewish girls with whom she associated. The operative word
in the previous sentence is "acted." For
Walker's shifting self could almost be likened to multiple
personality disorder -- except that she was always conscious
of her transformations -- and could slip in and out of her
diverse identities at will.
Walker's
perceptions of both her mother's and father's respective
families are especially interesting because she is the ultimate
"insider-outsider" and is thus able to make use
of an insider's knowledge and insight as well as an outsider's
objectivity when making observations. Unfortunately, Walker's
commentaries on contemporary Jewish lifestyles of a certain
variety are not very positive. The majority of her personal
experiences within Jewish society seem to have been emotionally
and spiritually barren, as she observes an emphasis on materialism,
status, and conformity. Recalling her father and stepmother's
decision to move from the Bronx to Larchmont, a wealthy
suburb of New York, she writes, "I don't know at
the time that it is 'the Jewish dream to live in the suburbs,'to
have a Volvo or two in the garage next to the kids' bikes
and baseball gear; to eat Dannon yogurt and bagels every
Sunday and light Shabbat candles on Friday night; to get
a baby-sitter one night a week so that you and your husband,
fresh off the six-forty train from the city, can go see
the romantic comedy playing at the local uniplex."
(Actually, except for the bit about lighting the Shabbat
candles, Walker is describing an upper-middle- class, suburban
life style that obviously isn't necessarily Jewish.)
At
age 17, the author changes her name legally from Leventhal
to Walker. She writes that by so doing she is "privileging
my blackness and downplaying what I think of as my whiteness."
Her disappointed father accuses her of trying to distance
herself from her Jewish roots -- a plausible charge considering
Walker's less than flattering assessment of upper-middle-class
Jewish America. But Walker emphatically denies his accusation.
She claims to fully own and take pride in her Jewish ancestry
but notes that by taking her mother's family name, she is
affirming her "affinity for blackness,"
and her "experience of living in the world with
non-white skin."
In
prose that is frequently poetic, Walker presents readers
with an uncompromising account of what it is like to belong
to two different worlds -- and to grow up with a foot in
each.
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